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Blac Chyna Says 'I'm Not Proud of Some of the Pain I've Caused' as She Reflects on Past 'Actions'


As she reflects on difficult moments from her past, Blac Chyna is ready to make positive changes in her future.

In an open letter posted to Instagram on Monday, the reality star said that although “growth is painful,” she is now “working to be the best” version of herself.

“Over the last couple of years, you guys have been given a perspective of who I am from the media and people closest to me. I’ve been Bullied, Humiliated, Manipulated, and Discredit as a mom!” began Chyna, 30.

While the model has encountered both bullying and humiliation, she also admitted to bringing pain into the lives of others.

“Looking Back at A lot of my actions, I’m reflecting and realizing that confusion is a serious thing. Of course I’m not proud of some of the pain that I have caused, and I am working to be the best me,” said the mother of two, who shares son King Cairo, 6½, with ex Tyga and daughter Dream Renée, 2, with ex Rob Kardashian.

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Growth is painful. Change is painful. But, nothing is as painful as being where you do not belong! #newbeginnings

A post shared by Blac Chyna (@blacchyna) on Apr 22, 2019 at 2:23pm PDT


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Chyna, born Angela White, said that she is now going to give her fans “more of me” as she thanked them for “years of endless love.”

“Blac Chyna doesn’t define Angela White as a person. At 30, I am overwhelmed with the blessings I have,” said the Rob & Chyna star, who appeared on the short-lived reality show for one season with then-fiancé Kardashian, 32.

“Being A mother of two amazing children. I don’t talk on things often, but I promise to give you guys more of me. Angela White Perspective. Thank you for years of endless love. Your support for me is a blessing!” she concluded with three red heart emojis.

She captioned the post: “Growth is painful. Change is painful. But, nothing is as painful as being where you do not belong! #newbeginnings.”

Since Chyna and Kardashian split in February 2017, their tumultuous relationship has continued to make headlines — including her ongoing legal battle with the Kardashian family.

Chyna sued Kardashian and his family in October 2017, arguing that she suffered “significant damages” after her ex’s social media rampage that summer, in which he shared graphic and expletive-ridden content about her — including three naked photos — while accusing her of drug/alcohol abuse and infidelity.

She alleged that the nude photo scandal — along with influence from the Kardashian family — are what got Rob & Chyna axed.

In December, a judge granted Chyna a trial date in the case, set for Feb. 3, 2020, with pre-trial depositions of the famous family to take place in the spring of 2019.

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Despite the unresolved lawsuit, Kardashian and Chyna are continuing to co-parent their little girl together.

At the end of February, Kardashian addressed the current custodial agreement between him and his ex-fiancée, revealing the two are sharing responsibilities when it comes to Dream.

“Angela and I are both actively co-parenting and there are no pending or active custody cases,” he tweeted.


Chyna responded to the tweet, writing, “Robert and I only concern is what’s in the best interest of our daughter that we both equally love. Additionally, Robert is a wonderful father to our Dreamy!”

One month later, Kardashian revealed that Chyna dropped her child support case against him.

“Angela the mother of my child whom I have a wonderful relationship with decided to drop the child support case because she felt it was in the best interest of our daughter,” he wrote on Twitter in March. “Reports of her wanting to have drinks was totally false and her being late was in reference to a prior meeting concerning our daughter.”

“Please stop creating all these falsehoods concerning Angela and I,” he concluded.

(This story has not been edited by N24 staff and is People.com auto-generated from a RSS feed.)

Published Date: Tuesday, April 23rd, 2019 | 08:45 AM

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